Not Ok. Not OK with this happening this way. Not ok with the idea that he's out there with her when I thought we agreed that he wouldn't be there with her till we talked more. I'm feeling very violated, very lied to and very insecure and I hate it. I hate it a lot more than most things. This is not a good way to feel, anxious and snarly and snappish. I want to lash out... but not. I wouldnever want to hurt someone, but he's doing these things... no, it isn't Ok.

Current things skyedog "has to have":

-Her heart lock
-Printer/Scanner/Copier
-Graphics Tablet
-Apple PowerBook
-New Shoes
-Zuni fetishes
-Hair Dye
-Canid Anatomy Reference books

So far, off my list, I have a Lexmark Printer/Scanner/Copy/Fax machine, a Wacom Graphire tablet, and a pair of blue Converse shoes. tried the hair dye, didn't like it.

Still want a power/macbook, the fetishes, ref books and DEFINITELY my heart locket from pixelgirls.com

it feels like my hands aren't working right! it feels like even though i see in my head what i want on paper, it will NOT turn out. -sigh-sigh-sigh-

i am so out of practice, and i know i need to break everything back out and work on it but still...

grrr... frustrated.

Current Location: am at work
Current Mood: snarly
Current Music: jaina singing?

I stumbled across this while looking for images to update my icons. It's very nice, very moving.

http://www.newportnewstimes.com/articles/2006/11/01/community/community01.txt

( Skyedog )

http://www.furry-paws.com/index.php

Something to waste my time on more? Oh yes...

<td align="center"> Skye --
[adjective]:

Visually addictive

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com</td>

Current things skyedog "has to have":

-Her heart lock
-Printer/Scanner/Copier
-Graphics Tablet
-Apple PowerBook
-New Shoes
-Zuni fetishes
-Hair Dye
-Canid Anatomy Reference books

http://www.uncrate.com/men/home/bed-bath/

http://www.imation.com/products/flash_devices/usb_flash_wristband.html

Edit¹: Just going to stop posting these things till I've finished with the internet for the night.

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have high neuroticism. It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed. You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully. You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.